Fireside Stories

Fireside Stories

By Michelle Katz

 

My mind is distracted, 

The winds rattle.

I am blown away.

 

I try to concentrate, try to focus.

There are yellow flowers blooming

Outside my window.

 

I pretend it’s a

Beautiful spring day.

 

But for the smoke that

Surrounds me. North-eastern

clouds smolder,

Western columns

rise from behind the mountains

The south, hazy.

 

Nighttime glows.

The wind rumbles

The forest down.

 

Fear, anger, grief, loss.

It grows, surrounds us

Rapidly, uncontrollable.

Despite our attempts,

We fall short of

The powerful flames.

 

The smell of burning pine.

I dream of campfire days

Along a riverside with

Friends. Telling stories.

 

The story today:

An elderly couple

Lost their home,

All they built through their lives.

Confounded and teary.

 

A family and their dog

Rack up hotel bills

They can never pay.

 

A shelter full of

Cots and sleepless

emergency workers

tending to bellies,

and hearts.

 

How do we know each other?

And ourselves?

How do we hold community

Around a 63,000-acer fire?

 

How do we make smores?

Where is the chocolate?

The marshmallows?

What stories can we truly tell?

Only memories are

loudly heard.

 

The sweetness rests

In tender looks.

Seeing each others’

Sorrow beyond simple

Vision. And holding one’s hand

For a just a little longer,

 

In a hopeful prayer

That the connection

Bring rain, not only

in the form of shared tears.